My Testimony

Occurred around Jan. 11, 2009

A lady from Jehovah Witness came to my house. She had left me some literature to read. I read some one day. One night I was sleeping then I awoke and started thinking. I wish I could find a good man that would not lie to me. See, in the past I had been abused by men. O.k. now there is a two fold sense to this…..I thought, if only a man could be like God and not lie and this refers to what I had remembered in a passage in the literature I read from the Jehovah Witness…God cannot Lie.

I suddenly felt a presence inside of me, a sense of feeling voicing words to me. Those words were. Are you ready, this is the end of days, the Apocalypse, Trust me. At that point I thought and had the feeling that God was asking me to die and go with him. I thought for a moment, thinking, quickly so as to a management decision and If anyone was in the same position, wouldn’t they say yes I’m ready to go.

So, I’m somewhat embarrassed to say that I was scared of the unknown and buried my face in the pillow. Within a minute I felt really scared, pulled my head from the pillow realized I was still in my room and stood up. I yelled my childhood friend’s name, then my mother’s name. My dog came out from under the bed, I said his name. I began to go through what had just happened. I said out loud, I’m I dreaming. I bit my finger to see, yeah I was awake. I then realize that I didn’t go to heaven and began to get angry. I started throwing things, my dumbbell weights, and a shoe into my big screen TV. I then went to my knees shaking nervously and asked him what is going on.

I then started to research. The first thing I researched was the word Apocalypse. One reason for that was I really didn’t know what it meant. Well it means, Revelation. I discovered there are several revelations in the Bible. Of course all of them interesting, nurturing, great examples of what to expect from God. But, time is a main issue with God. And our time and Apocalypse is NOW.

I have changed my life dramatically since that day. I have died in a sense. I now have the Gift of Celibacy, I stopped drinking alcohol, started a different food diet and cooking method, stopped cursing and taking the Lords name in vain, changed my music, TV selections, and internet friends.

With Love,

Tamra Martell

May blessings from Jesus Christ the Mighty One of Israel be with YOU.